Some days
The hole seems to big to fil
I can’t feel anything
Is it because I won’t let it in?
Or don’t I trust that it will be enough?
Why can’t I just accept?
Why am I still on guard?
Why does it seem too good to be true?
Why do I still doubt what I know is true?
Is my God just there to fill the gaps??
No, surely he is everything
Surely He is big enough to fill everything
To fill me in every way
Why can’t I just accept that some days I don’t feel my best
And not panic?
And loose sight of everything??
He is still the same,
No matter how I feel
He still loves me the same
And his grace is sufficient for me
I’m not going to let my joy be stolen anymore