Foolishness or Faith?

This is my version of the old question- What do I accept, and what do I try to change?

Is this foolishness or wisdom?

How do I know what to accept, and what needs to change?

To pray, to take refuge in that place of worship…

Is it faith, or am I ignoring problems?

Am I just trying to deny reality and keep my head in the clouds?

Is this a right response or am I in denial, survival mode?

How do I pray when faced with the ugly truth?

When my prayers are too desperate to share,

But the pain is too much to bear alone?

How do I pray when there are so many things I want to be different?

I believe things can change,

But I can’t see,

I don’t know how it will happen

I believe for good things to happen even though I can’t see how-

Is that foolishness or faith??