Emptiness

I am aware once more

Of the emptiness

The desperate loneliness

Of my heart

There are no words to define this void

How can one know

Something I did not have?

Except when I see it- I know it

When I catch a glimpse of it

I am reminded of the longing

And when I taste it

It seems too good to be true

When it is offered to me

Many times have I refused

I simply cannot believe

This goodness would be for me

But when I accept

It is life giving…

All I can do, O Lord

Is offer you my broken heart

And ask you to heal it

For a broken vessel cannot hold anything

I offer you my empty heart

And ask you to fill it